Goodnight my Angel

My sweet baby boy-

Life truly has gotten away from me lately. Daddy is finally home with us for good! Praise the Lord...single parenting is way hard. I have a whole new respect for those who do it long term. We can be a whole family again which makes my heart so incredibly joyful!

Tonight as I put you to sleep I realized just how much this time of the day means to me. I hope we continue our 'tradition' until you decide you are too old for me to rock you to sleep. Each night after Daddy or I give you your bath--which you LOVE by the way--I feed you and then sing and rock you to sleep. Although I may not have the best voice I sure enjoy these precious moments together. My greatest hope is that you grow up to be a loving God-fearing man. I feel the best way to start that process is by sing hymns to you every night and quietly whisper a prayer into your ear as you drift off to sleep.

Each night I swing these song with a few other occasionally mingled in:

     *Amazing Grace
     * Swing Low Sweet Chariot (which your Poppi sang to me when I was little)
     *As the Deer
     *Be Still and Know
     *This World is Not My Home
     * Jesus Loves Me
     * Light the Fire

My prayers consist of many different things but I always pray that you grow strong, learn to love God and follow Him with all your heart, follow your dreams, marry a Christian woman, know you are loved, and that I remember you belong to Him.


We received a book at one of your baby showers called "God Gave Us You" and oh how true that is.  During my bible study a few weeks ago we talked about the faith of Abraham when God told him to sacrifice his one and only son, Isaac, whom he had waited many years for. I thought to myself, "I don't know if I could do that." Abraham trusted in God enough to know that His plan was best and he also knew that God had given him Isaac so He could ask for him back. I pray fervently that God doesn't ask for you back, but if he does I will trust that it is in His plan. 


I hope you treasure these nighttime moments as much as I do.


Goodnight my Angel


XOXO

2 months/Mother's Day

Hello little one,

I've been so caught up in being a 'single' mom while Daddy has been in KC that I haven't had time to blog. So here is a quick update:

Two weeks ago you were 2 months old! I cannot believe how fast you are growing! You are holding your head up on your own, moving your legs like you want to crawl (if only your arms would get with the program) and you have started sleeping through the night! Hooray for Mommy :)

2 months old: 12 lb, 12 oz & 23 inches long

That same weekend we also celebrated my first Mother's day as while as your Aunt Jessica's high school graduation. It was a super busy weekend and it seemed like it went by too quickly. Here are a few pictures.

Daddy keeping you entertained during graduation

Our little family :)

Last week we took our first trip to the zoo with the Harvey family

You meeting Omid for the first time. He absolutely loves you!

You and Daddy spending some quality time together since he is gone all week.

So excited about growing up to be a surgeon like Daddy!

 We chose to use cloth diapers on you. Everyone thought we were insane but honestly I love them. You don't get diaper rash ever--with disposable diapers that was a totally different story. They are much cuter and definitely a money saver! We decided to use them because of the price difference. Disposable diapers cost roughly $2577.35 throughout the diapering stage...we have spent $250 on 20 cloth diapers (I do need a few more) that will last the same amount of time. With buying a few more I will have spent $350 verse $2577.35. The average cost per change with disposable diapers is roughly $0.36 and with cloth (including washing them) is $0.15. Definitely a cost effective way to go. Okay I'll get off my soap box now :) 

Just a few of our cloth diapers

Well my love I think that is all I have for today. I promise I'll try to get better at blogging more often!!!

I love you with all of my heart- Mom

A moment in time

My sweet baby A,

We sure have been busy these last few weeks! It's been a whirlwind of trips to Wichita to paint and clean our new house, pack up our old house, doctor's appointments, ect.

You had your 1 month doctor's appointment April 16th. You had grown so much! You weighed 10 lb 7 oz and were 21 and 1/2 inches long. You have grown more since then. Daddy and I weighed you today and you weighed 12 lbs!

Tomorrow we make our big move to Wichita so Daddy can finish school. As I have packed I found so many memories I have too quickly forgotten. Things like ticket subs from Daddy and I's first anniversary date, pictures of our first sonogram and a prayer journal I started last year. It seems like those moments in time slipped too quickly through my fingers. I look back and am amazed at how much has happened in what seems like such a short amount of time. You will be 2 months old soon and that just seems impossible.

Time is such a precious gift that I hope to not take for granted.

All my love,
Mom

One month

Aiden,

I have sat down numerous times to blog about the day days of your birth but so much happened. I'm still working on that 'story' so I'll post that blog later.

I am truly in awe of you. You are such a sweet, loving baby. You are a beautiful [yes I know you are a boy and I should say handsome but that just doesn't do you justice] little boy and I cannot believe I have been your Mommy for a whole month now. You have brought so much joy into my life and more love than I ever thought possible. The day and week after your birth was so stressful for us - with your seizures, being in the NICU, and my tumor. Those trials have only intensified the love I have for you and your Dad. I know that God's plan is ALWAYS the best and I am thankful that His plan is for you to be a healthy, happy baby.

Being a mommy is definitely not easy and I know it will only get more difficult as you grow up but I wouldn't trade it for anything. I can't explain just how much a love and care about you...it's a feeling I didn't know existed until I saw you for the first time. I couldn't understand when other mom's told me about this feeling while I was still pregnant. I thought, "there's no way you can love something that much that you have just met or seen." Boy was I ever wrong. Your Gigi use to read the book, Love You Forever, to me when I was a little girl as did your Nana to Daddy. I didn't understand why it made Gig cry until the first time I read it to you. 

Today [I started this post Thursday April 12th] you are 1 month old - please stop growing! You have had your first bath, been on your first road trip,had your first St. Patrick's Day and your first Easter [although we didn't make a big deal out of it since we were away from Daddy].

Born March 12, 2012 at 12:42 am
7 lb, 15 oz; 21 inches long

First time I held you

Getting love from Daddy

Our first family photo on March 12, 2012

First St. Patrick's Day

Day 3 in the NICU

First bath on April 1, 2012

One month old

 You're getting too big already...I want you to stay my little baby forever. Regardless of your age or size this will always be true:

"I'll love you forever,

I'll like you for always,

As long as I'm living, 

my baby you'll be."

All my love forever and always,
Mom

7 days

My precious Aiden,

I cannot believe in 7 short days we will be able to finally see your handsome little face! I know I say this all the time but I truly am amazed at how quickly the last 9 months have gone by. Feels like only a few months ago we were telling people we were expecting your arrival! 

Last night your dad and I went to the KU vs Texas basketball game in Lawrence. I was a little nervous that you would decide to come out while we were at Allen Fieldhouse but luckily you didn't. It sure did make your dad happy to be there for a Big 12 game and senior night-KU basketball is one of the things your dad is the most passionate about. We already have some Jayhawk outfits for you to wear and I just know you will look so cute :)

I am spending the next few days keeping the house clean, getting ahead on homework and catching up on sleep before you arrive. Your dad is going to be studying extremely hard since he has tests this week. So if you could now that we are so close, let's just wait till Saturday or Sunday to be born okay? 

I love you so much and can barely wait to meet you!

xoxo-Mom

Coming to an end

We are almost at the 37 week mark for this pregnancy...crazy right?! This past wednesday we had a doctor's appointment and sonogram. Everything looked great! Aiden is measuring two weeks ahead like he has this whole pregnancy.

Measurements:
- Femur bone: 39 weeks and 6 days
- Head: 39 weeks and 6 days
- Stomach: 37 weeks and 6 days
- Weight: 7lb 12 oz [give or take a lb]

I cannot believe how fast time has flown this year. In just 2 short weeks {or less} we will be holding our precious little boy. It seems so unreal to me. My whole life all I ever really wanted to do was be a mommy. My favorite game to play, well into early teens, was house with my dolls. Everyone tells me that there is no greater gift than a child and I can say without having met ours yet that I definitely agree.

I am awaiting every day...hoping and praying it is the day we get to meet Aiden John.

Showers

This past weekend we were so incredibly blessed by 2 wonderful baby showers! The first one was hosted by my sister-in-law, mother-in-law and a family friend at the church Matt grew up attending. We were overwhelmed with love, support and wonderful gifts for our sweet baby boy.

Here is a picture of one of the adorable tables at our shower!

Sunday afternoon we had a shower at my home church-and the church we will be attending when we move to Wichita in May. It was encouraging to know there are so many people out there praying for our son and for a safe delivery. [I'm actually starting to get a little nervous for labor and delivery now that it is less than 4 weeks away] This is the only picture I have on my camera from that shower.

Leroy family
(except my father-in-law)

We are getting so anxious to meet Aiden! Time has flown by...our induction date in 4 weeks from tomorrow. He could decide to enter the world at anytime really and boy am I ready. I have loved being pregnant for the most part but the last couple weeks have by far been the most unpleasant. I'm trying to  remember that all the aches and pains are worth delivering a healthy baby boy! Hopefully he'll make his appearance soon!